no one is worth my tears

2006-12-03T21:49:00.000-08:00

alrite i basically juz flunked my chem retest.

& prob i will die another 2 times tmr fer physics n amaths

crap

im lucky enough 2 hit the jackpot
straight 3 aces/ or rather Fs

oh well

so last wk i went over 2 uncle alan's hse 2 stay overnite
den me grandma uncle alan aunty lily & of course my babies jonathan&ella went 2 vivo fer dinner & shopping
jon (to mummy): mummy 2nite muz go home earlier cuz da jie wans 2 watch amazing race (dat darling has a memory fer tv channels :D)
me: den 2nite where i slp?
jon: slp wif me!!!
me: grandma slp on ur bed, i slp on the other bed den u slp on the flr ok?
jon: ok! can!!!!

aww....so sweet :)))

was uber touched lah
cuz we saw a pair of nice pumps & nice top at marks & spencer
den it was kinda nice if i wear it fer my party
here is the main pt: DAMN EXPENSIVE CAN
bout 100bucks fer the pumps which is like siao
but grandma dey all keep saying dey dun mind giving 2 me as a bdae present
so gan dong
*sniffs*
a big THANK YOU to grandma uncle alan & aunty lily
it's always nice 2 noe dat dere r ppl who shower u wif love & care & concern & the list goes on....
of course still got my daddy wong & mummy wong XD
haha
I LOVE YOU!
though i doesnt say it out doesnt mean i dun luv u
it's juz dat im not those veri outspoken person
to daddy wong: i noe u've been going thru alot of pressure but life is not always so smooth. dere r ups & downs & now happens 2 b one of the "down period". but no matter wad the whole family will b supporting u always! as long as we stay happy together, nothing else matters!
to mummy wong: sori fer always making u upset. hehe. but u noe i hav a stubborn character. i feel guilty fer always getting money from u but eh im a spendthrift n bad habits r hard 2 break lah. haha. but i do appreciate wadever u did fer me & i promise 2 return u 100000000x in the future ok? all in all u r the best mum in the world n i luv u!

ok gonna go back & study fer the 2 tests tmr.
juz realised dere r alot alot of lights in my hse. LOL.
it can kill juz by looking fer one switch.
& my dad juz found a teddy bear on the ceiling!!!
FREAKY

wish me luck!

2006-11-29T00:07:00.000-08:00

I FINALLY BOTHERED 2 UPDATE!!!!

haha

the past 3 months of my life has been filled 2 the brim wif activities
busy busy busy

ok shall juz name the recent & upcoming events
- class chalet
- tt outing wif the tt gurls
- tt chalet
- my birthdae bash

class chalet was quite fun
i'm missing my TAITAIs oready!!!! =)
sheena stella chrislyn me
lol
& i'm more determined to open a mahjong academy nxt time
i mean it ok
:D
played lotsa mahjong & cards
i cant play mahjong wif beginners cuz dey hav ample beginner's luck
esp chrislyn lah
hahahaha
but i hav 2 admit i'm a gd mahjong teacher
cuz i can play & help my "students" to win at the same time
hehe
oh & thankyew mr kuang!!!!
mr kuang generously treated us (stella chrislyn marian zhixin me) to ben & jerry's
physics teachers r fun!!! XD
not forgetting mr soh too
mr soh & mr kuang r definitely the best & my fav physics teachers on planet earth!
3L wont forget the both of u!!!

TT gurls' outing
went marina square yesterday
we went kbox!!! *squeals*
lol
i luv my TT gurls!!!
suddenly the sec 3 TT gurls became super bonded
which is reli gd
haha
U ALL NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME SMILE!!! =)))
*kisses & hugs*
thankyew fer always being dere fer me & sticking up fer me when coach was super duper horrible
u guys r the best!

zhixuan- my super lame gurl-fren who always like to rub words into the wound. haha. & giving me those precious advice when i confided in u. & of course those encouragements & jokes which always make me laugh till i buay tahan anymore.

stella- my 7-yrs gd fren!!! the always silly gurl who likes 2 call everyone her jiejie. even though we keep avoiding & pretending we dunnoe her. LOL. thankyew fer ur infectious laughter & ur trust in me. keep feeding me wif details! i will always be dere fer u! anyway u look great wif ur contacts! i swear!

peiqi- our beloved captain!!! basically like our mother who never fails 2 show concern 2 everyone. & always standing by us wif those kind words of encouragement! the ever patient & rational person on the team. haha. sorry dat time we made u cry. but u r the best captain we can ever have!!! btw nxt time i wanna hear u sing k?

shibin- omg the both of us rock the whole kbox lah. haha. our voices r enough 2 cover every inch of the kbox rm. lol. we r the high-est rite? (other den stella who can sing without the mic.) i sing the guy part n u sing the female part. the invisible duo! hehe. dun worry i will impart 2 u my mahjong skills till u learn the game!

eunice- my dear doubles partner!!! i miss u ok?!! u oready missed out most of the training but i believe we can still be one of the best doubles team! so takkaire yeah? muz get well soon girl!!!

& not forgetting my crappy & dear juniors:
sinyee zhijun yeejin sherry

I LUV U GIRLS!!! :D RVTT B GIRLS ROCKS!!!!
B BOYS B GIRLS LET'S MAKE SOME NOISE!!!

random stuff:
bryan dun b too disappointed wif ur results!!! it's not the end of the world yet!!!
tis sunday i'm gonna go pray fer my grandfather. it's his 3rd death anniversary i tink. sumtimes i keep reminding myself not to take things fer granted cuz i lost my grandfather & my ah ma. life is so fragile. recently i heard a tragic story from my sis. her classmate was in china fer attachment when her father met a fatal accident n passed away. u see life can b taken away as easily as it can b created. i juz wanna cherish wad i hav. esp my family, my close ones. cuz i nvr noe when i might juz lose dem. like dey can juz vanish away with a snap of my fingers. i made a promise to myself. i promise 2 show love n concern 2 all my loved ones cuz dey were the ones who took care of me & made sure 2 pick me up whenever i slip n fall.

ps: & to those ppl who read HIS blog b4 n tot dat cursing my grandma to die is veri funny, let me warn u dat IT IS NOT FUNNY. juz rmb karma & retribution. put urself in my shoes. wad if ur grandma was cursed? would u feel gd & laugh ur head off juz like wad u did aft he cursed my grandma? tis is serious business. if u choose 2 believe all those crap he said, fine go ahead. all the more i despise u becuz u chose to believe in sumone who dun hav moral dignity, who cursed ppl's grandmother n scold his grandmother.

i tink the irony is dat u tend 2 look at all the bad sides of a person when he is alive. but after he is gone, u start to tink of the gd sides of him n ask urself y u didnt do tis when the person was still wif u.

as fer those ppl whom i've given the invites to, pls R.S.V.P!
(it means reply soon via phone/sms)
it took zhixuan n me 2 figure tis out. haha.

er i tink dat's bout all i wanna say
tschuss ppl!!!!

2006-07-14T04:16:00.000-07:00

WEIQUAN RAPPED IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE CLASS TODAY!!!!

ahahahahax
almost died laughing
oh man....
didn't know he was dat sporting
hehex
well we reli get deceived by his appearances XD

& dats the onli highlight of today

cl oral sux

big time

i totally didn't expect tis kind of qn
kept repeating my points
tink i'm a goner liao
coincidentally hendy & ivan took the make-up oral today
suddenly realised haven seen most of the "crappers" fer quite sum time liao
hmmm...
juz dat day heard emily's talk over the pa system...

random updates:
well germany settled fer the 3rd spot aft losing out to italy
(at least dey got sumthing)
my new idol is schweinsteiger :) but i still luv oliver kahn hahax
end of a busy busy wk wif all those projects and tests and oral
at least i thought we did quite well fer the el project ( leng me wini & janson)
a big thank you to SHUHUI fer giving me encouragements and the super uber sweet sms today. reli touched. luvya!
speech day tmr. so must wake up early :(
finally had time to call my grandma yesterday... i missed everybody loads!

world cup mania is finally over
time to wake up and do some real serious stuff

& not forgetting

to remember WEIQUAN'S name!!!!

=))))

quote of the day: take a look at the ordinary, don't need to look fer paradise

2006-06-29T05:38:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!

SLUMBER PARTY TMR!!!!

Venue: My living room
Time: 11.00p.m - dunnoe when
Highlights: Comfy mattress and pillows spread out in the living room and stay up the whole night to watch world cup quater-finals

:)))))

oliver kahn. juergen klinsmann. lukas podolski. miroslav klose. michael ballack.

quote of the day: human beings are tough, yet fragile

2006-06-28T05:14:00.000-07:00

omg
france won spain 3-1????!!!!
im shocked
and still is

well we had a great assembly today
sum cool acapella music plus human beatbox
cool
and the bonus is watching a grp of malay guys singing chinese songs
hahax
and the best thing dat had happened today was dat daddy actually asked me not to go 3rd lang
*jaw drop*
cuz apparently our car is having sum problems again
the temperature of the engine kept going up when the car is stationary
so my dad was quite tulan bout it

so i ended up going to plaza sing wif leng beixin day & zhixin
but me n beixin left early together
realized alotta things when having a long chat wif beixin during our veri long train ride
but all the contents in our conversation shall be kept strictly confidential :P

yeah! watching project runway later!!!!

All Rise
Blue

Yo, yo
Stargate
Yo, yo
Your honour please
Gotta believe what I say
(Say)
What I will tell
(Tell)
Happened just the other day
(Day)
I must confess
(Confess)
'Cause had about
Enough (Enough)
I need your help (help)
Got to make this
Here thing stop (Stop)

Baby I swear
I tell the truth
(Uhuh)
About all the things
You used to do
(Come on)
And if you thought
You had me fooled
I'm tellin' you now
Objection overruled
Here we go
(Oh baby)

One for the money
And the free rides
It's two for the lie
That you denied
All rise
(All rise)
All rise
(All rise, all rise)
Three for the calls
You've been making
It's four for the times
You've been faking
All rise
(I'm gonna tell
It to your face)
All rise
(I rest my case)

You're on the stand
(Stand)
With your back
Against the wall
(Wall)
Nowhere to run
(Run)
And nobody
You can call
(Call) Oh no
I just can't wait
(Wait)
Now the case is
Open wide (wide)
You'll try to pray
(Pray)
But the jury will decide
(Decide)

Baby I swear
I tell the truth
(Uhuh)
About all the things
You used to do
And if you thought
You had me fooled
(Come on)
I'm tellin' you now
Objection overruled
Oh baby

One for the money
And the free rides
It's two for the lie
That you denied
All rise
(All rise)
All rise
(All rise, all rise)
Three for the calls
You've been making
It's four for the times
You've been faking
All rise
(I'm gonna tell it
To your face)
All rise
(I rest my case)

So step back 'cause
You don't know this cat
I know deep down that
You don't want me to react
I lay low leaving
All my options open
The decision of the jury
Has not been spoken
Step in my house
You find that
Your stuff has gone
(Gone)
But in reality to whom
Does the stuff belong?
I bring you into court
To preach my order
And you know that
You overstep the border,
Uhuh

One for the money and
The free rides
(What you say)
It's two for the lie
That you denied
(Can't you pay)
All rise
(What you've done)
All rise
Three for the calls
You've been making
(What you say)
It's four for the times
You've been faking
(Can't you pay)
All rise
(What you've done)
All rise
(Where you've gone)
One for the money
And the free rides
It's two for the lie
That you denied
(Oh)
All rise
(Oh)
All rise
(Uhuh uhuh)
Three for the calls
You've been making
It's four for the times
You've been faking
I said all rise
I'm gonna tell it
To your face
All rise, I rest my case

*juz wanna bring my msg across to the other side

quote of the day (courtesy of bryan): dun care bout THIS TYPE of frens... cuz dey can all go and die :)))

2006-06-27T07:13:00.000-07:00

juz my thoughts translated into a song by Fort Minor

Believe Me

I guess
That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me
But I won't be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You're on your own now believe me

I don't want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playin 'em
I'm just sayin
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you've gotta face the pain
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey

Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hand
Now I don't really even know who I am Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
And whatever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen to me

Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt
But it's not gonna work
Cause it's really much worse than
I thought I wished you were something you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got

Uh
You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
And hear my voice in your head when no one else is around
So what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
And whatever happens to you, we'll see
But it's not gonna happen to me

I'll do what i have to do
You're on your own now believe me
Whatever happend to you?
You're on your own now believe me
What do I have to say?
You're on your own now believe me
It's not gonna happen to me
You're on your own now believe me

2006-06-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

gosh... time reli flies... literally and realistically
and the big thing is dat i've onli posted one entry
lolx

june holiday juz flew past us like 10days/1sec like dat
at least to me lorx
but i did do afew meaningful things though XD:
-support my sister during her band performance at jurong lake park
(hav to admit dey r not as gd as rv's concert band)
-do hw
(yes i did!!! but not all lahx)
-enjoy myself to the fullest such as playing mahjong!!!!
(dats the onli daily routine i had during the june hols)
-visited grandma and bond together wif ella + jonathan
-celebrated father's day by making a nice heart shape art masterpiece wif mnms =)
(but daddy go n shake it so he onli had one short glance -_-")
-went golfing
(improved and less air shots :))
-watch da world cup!!!
(im rooting fer deutschland/germany man!!! and why dun let oliver kahn play???!!!!)

summarised as above

im pissed off at sum ppl like _ & _ fer doing ridiculously stupid things
and daddy taught me afew skills to handle stupid ppl like dat
hahax
funny man
laughed in the car like siao

sum random things:

i juz had a nosebleed
thankx bryan fer ur sweet smses => guo ran shi wo de hao jie mei
sadistic leng is having a dance performance at RI today XP
its daddy's b'dae nxt mon which is also our youth day holiday!!!
i had some mood swings during cca
i wanna watch the 3am match tonite!!!
the hungry ghost festival tis year lasts fer 2 months
weihnachsten is german fer christmas

damn disppointed but since you wan to play
juz wanna let YOU know dat
the game has juz started

rushing off to watch a show on national geographic bout ppl cutting up 2000 year old bodies with brain and organs still intact
ok i juz saw dem cut up dat woman's head

quote of the day: There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around

2006-06-12T23:20:00.000-07:00

ok so my first post of my new blog shall be dedicated to our supposedly "piaing homework session" yesterday

apparently i thought dat i was supposed to meet wanleng, chyiwei & zhixin at cityhall station at 11.30p.m
so luckily fer me i woke up early and when i was in the toilet washing up... wanleng sms me
(extract)
leng: can u bring physics notes? all of us will be bringing notes fer the other subjects
me: ok... where will we be meeting at the mrt station??
leng: eh... around the control station there... u haven come out yet mehx?
me: *confused* huh? oh i onli need 1/2 hr to reach cityhall so i will go out at 11. dun scare me lehx.... (while foolishly thinking dat i was right bout the timing)
leng: haiyoos gurl... i told u 9.30 lehx
me: -_-" paiseh...

i m so damn cock-eye & blur.... bleahx

so i reached dere at bout 10++ n i was told to meet dem at the first toilet in the citylink.
i walked n i walked n i kept looking fer the toilet sign
in the end after bout 6 min of searching, i found it! lolx

& off to esplanade we went... and when we reached, the library was not yet open.
grrrr we decided 2 hav breakfast first and we had Mrs Fields muffins. yummy!
mine was chocolate chips n leng & zhixin's was blueberry
our hw session started round 11+ bahx
den leng found tis silent hill magazine n when zhixin flipped thru it, she found an article stating dat __ had a p**** dat was so big dat he can't fit it into a tennis ball can!!!! LOLx

ok so we start 2 pia our hw... n i managed to finish history hw!!!! yeah!!!! *satisfied grin*
but our session onli lasted fer like 2 1/2 hr n we headed off to cineleisure to watch She's The Man
superb show man!!!
we were laughing like crazy
it was damn funny lahx
like the part when the female lead try to explain to her male roommates dat she uses tampons fer nosebleeds
n the songs in the movie were really good
me leng n zhixin were singing "Dirty Little Secret" & "Move Along" loudly, enjoying ourselves
n chyiwei acted like she doesn't know us XD

after the movie chyiwei had to leave n the 3 of us went to kbox
funfunfun
we sang we laughed we grooved we rock
sang till 7
and we accompanied leng to the arcade to dance
at first it was zhixin who was supposed to dance with leng de
den zhixin had stomach cramp n i was forced to help her lorx
i was juz struggling down dere wif my life while leng was earning points to clear the stages
sori...i admit i can't reli dance
hahax
& leng is the pro :)

it was farewell after dat & i managed to reach home at 8

to
zhixin: takkaire! hope u r alright!
leng: i noe dat u r trying to bottle up all ur feelings inside but i wanna let u noe dat u r there fer me when i needed u & i will be dere fer u when u need me! smile & dats my gurl! :D

quote of the day: no one is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry